I’m uncomfortable with questions about my husband’s Parkinson’s
Medical conversations with acquaintances seem inappropriate and awkward
I’m casually strolling through the grocery store, a simple pleasure we all took for granted before the COVID-19 lockdowns. How exciting it is to be able to be in a store again, instead of ordering groceries online and having them tossed on our doorstep. Although I love the convenience of delivery services, I prefer to select my items in person, as I always seem to end up with rotten fruit and expired yogurt otherwise.
I’ve lived in the same community for most of my life, though I did leave for four years of college and then for my husband’s medical residency. Living in the place I grew up and raising my kids here is usually comforting.
As I walk up and down the aisles of my local supermarket, I inevitably run into several people I know, from my past and present. While it’s nice to live in a close-knit community, it’s sometimes challenging. Everyone seems to know each other’s business.
Since Arman, my husband, was diagnosed with early-onset Parkinson’s disease, I’ve become selective about my circle of friends — or lack thereof. I mainly look to my family and a few friends for support. Arman and I aren’t comfortable letting new people into our lives.
A bit too personal for me
Almost every acquaintance I pass asks about Arman. While it’s polite to say hello and make small talk, it’s intrusive when I’m asked about him and his Parkinson’s disease in the middle of the grocery store. I realize most people have only good intentions and are genuinely concerned about him and his well-being, but frankly, I often feel the questions are a bit too personal and unnecessary for my comfort.
If I’d heard that your husband was suffering from a debilitating form of hemorrhoids, would you be comfortable if I asked about it? Would you want to explain his care details, treatments, and surgeries? I feel you probably wouldn’t wish to discuss the specifics of that medical situation, especially not in the middle of a grocery store. That’s precisely how I feel, too.
I’m still figuring out how to handle these unwanted questions. While it’s tempting to hibernate and have all of my food delivered, I don’t want that. I want to see old friends and acquaintances without worrying about what they may ask me. Just because Arman has Parkinson’s doesn’t mean our life revolves around it.
My standard reply has become “He’s good, thanks for asking.” Then I quickly pivot to a more appropriate topic, such as, “Hasn’t the weather been fantastic?” or “What are your plans for the holidays?” I think those questions are usually an obvious clue that I’m not interested in discussing my husband or his disease.
I’ll end this column by offering a sincere “thank you” to everyone who’s expressed concern or curiosity about Arman, at the grocery store or elsewhere. But let’s stick to chatting about important topics like the weather next time.
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