On my dad’s 70th birthday, I reflect on his tenacity and fortitude
A daughter admires her father's response to Parkinson's challenges
“Wow, look at that walk,” my older sister says with a smile. Dad is making his way across the living room in preparation for his birthday party. His steps are fluid and unbroken. It’s a sight that we savor. I love to see my dad unencumbered by his Parkinson’s symptoms — even if it’s just for a while.
Ordinarily, Dad muscles his way through his symptoms in the morning. It isn’t until early afternoon that he takes his medication to prepare for the day. This often means that he experiences pretty fierce tremors while his mind wakes up. We’ve grown accustomed to seeing him that way. So witnessing his seamless steps brings relief that we didn’t know we needed.
Dad smiles in response to my sister’s comment, as if to acknowledge that he’s still strong. He’s still independent. And he isn’t planning to let anything take that away from him — not even Parkinson’s disease.
Later that day, my mom pulls me aside in the kitchen. She wants to know if I’ve witnessed a decline in my dad. But the truth is that ever since he had deep brain stimulation surgery, I’ve thought of him as being resolute and confident. But I also understand Mom’s anxiety regarding the loss of his abilities.
She mentions that she’s noticed a shift in his acceptance of using certain tools, such as a walker. Naturally, she wonders if that change is because Dad’s Parkinson’s symptoms are worsening.
I don’t live with him, so I’m not privy to the same information as her, but as far as I can tell, Dad seems like his normal self. I’m curious to know how he perceives himself. I find it hard to ask, though, and the words always remain stuck in my throat.
On the evening of his 70th birthday party, I asked him a different question. I wanted to know what it feels like to be “old.” He laughed at the inquiry, knowing I was just teasing. His response was that it’s tough, and he doubts he’ll be around for another decade.
I’m more optimistic about that, so I responded, “You’ve been saying that for years.”
I see the determination on my dad’s face when he confronts a challenge. And I think it’s that aspect of his personality that will keep him with us. He’s too stubborn. And for that, I’m so grateful.
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Caroline McGaughey
At the age of 66, my spouse was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. His symptoms included excruciating calf pain, muscular aches, tremors, slurred speech, frequent falls, loss of balance, and trouble standing up from a seated posture. After six months on Senemet, Siferol was given to him in place of the Senemet. It was also at this period that he was diagnosed with dementia. He began seeing hallucinations and became detached from reality. With the doctor's approval, we stopped giving him Siferol and chose to try the Natural Herbs Center PD-5 program, which we had previously investigated. After three months of therapy, he has made significant progress. The illness has been completely contained. There are no symptoms of persistent twitching, weakness, tremors, hallucinations, or muscle soreness. The PD-5 Protocol was obtained from Though you still need to determine what works best for you, I thought I would share my husband's story in case it could be helpful. Greetings and prayers