Editor’s note: This column discusses suicide.

Pivotal events in my life have piqued my interest in Lewy bodies. The first event was on March 15, 2015, when my life partner, Steve, killed himself. The second was my diagnosis of Parkinson’s disease in November 2015.

My fascination with Lewy bodies (I’ll define them in a bit) began in August 2016 when I watched a documentary called “Autopsy: The Last Hours of Robin Williams.” In this film, forensic pathologist  Richard Shepherd, MD investigated what might have driven Robin to suicide in August 2014. A few months before he died, the beloved comedian and actor had been diagnosed with Parkinson’s.

What might Steve and Robin have in common?

Both Steve and Robin suffered from depression, yet both were supremely talented men with the ability to make so many people happy. To many, it appeared as if they both had lives full of promise ahead of them. According to the documentary, Robin was at a crossroads in his career. Steve also was at a crossroads in his life, trying to sell the business he had built and grown for more than 20 years. The film implied that Robin may have turned to drugs and alcohol to feel better and mask his depression. I believe Steve turned to endurance sports much of his life to accomplish the same. Steve was an 18-time Ironman triathlete finisher, which entails 2.4 miles of swimming, 112 miles of cycling, and 26.2 miles of running.

In my mind, their lives and tragic endings have so much in common.

What are Lewy bodies?

Lewy bodies are abnormal deposits of a protein called alpha-synuclein. These deposits can change how a person feels, thinks, moves, and acts. Lewy bodies can be found in an area of the brain stem where they deplete dopamine, causing Parkinson’s symptoms. There also is a disease called Lewy body dementia, in which these abnormal proteins spread to other areas of the brain. An affected person may become anxious and paranoid. Their decision-making can become impaired. Lewy body dementia can be definitively diagnosed only by a postmortem autopsy.

What was the result of Robin’s autopsy?

According to Shepherd, Robin’s autopsy confirmed the presence of Lewy bodies throughout his brain. Shepherd interviewed the Williams family in an effort to determine Robin’s state of mind prior to his suicide. Robin’s loved ones said he showed signs of paranoia. Shepherd concluded that Robin had undiagnosed Lewy body dementia and that it was this disease that drove him to take his own life.

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Steve did not have an autopsy. In many states, if the cause of death is apparent, as it was with Steve, an autopsy is not automatically performed. Steve, like Robin, suffered from depression, and he spiraled downward quickly starting in 2014. A few weeks before he died, Steve expressed to me that he was afraid, but he could not, or would not, articulate why. He was my rock, my Ironman, and he never had been afraid of anything before.

I am not a medical professional, and I wrote this column to inspire conversation about undiagnosed Lewy body dementia as a possible cause of suicide, as Shepherd concluded in the case of Robin Williams.

What can we learn from Robin’s death?

I often wonder if brain autopsies should be routinely performed and analyzed for the presence of Lewy bodies in cases of suicide. Obviously, there are emotional considerations for the families and costs involved, but perhaps the knowledge learned from these autopsies may help others.

Maybe undiagnosed Lewy body dementia is more prevalent than we think, especially when suicide is the obvious cause of death.

If you or anyone you know is experiencing suicidal thoughts or needs someone to talk to, please call the National Suicide Prevention Line at 800-273-8255 or visit suicidepreventionlifeline.org.

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