I think the question is too broad. How do I feel about what sort of change?
If you’re asking me about what I FEAR will happen with PD — the inexorable loss of all that I am, all that I have about myself? I don’t feel good about that. I cannot run from it. Do I “brace” for it? Let’s say I prepare myself for it — I’m much more prepared than I ever would have thought — getting my Advance Directive for health sorted out, working out the pros and cons of different sorts of “people” for enduring power of attorney. Even “little” things — sorting out who I want to be the various parts of my health care team — “I want that pharmacist – she’s had a father with PD, she’s caring, understanding, supportive, she knows me and what’s important to me, what I need or might need”. “I want that primary care doctor because he’s known me for so long, he respects me and my commitment to health, gives me freedom to explore various options, tests, supplements.”