I do struggle with depression. One of my triggers is dealing with medicare advantage plans need for having to get referrals in place before I can see anyone. It is frustrating how difficult the system is and we are supposed to navigate it when we have a neurological disorder. Kinda like asking a blind person to get through a maze. Anyway, I am too wound up to be able to meditate. I use cognitive therapy to help with coping skills. I also paint. That is still soothing to me. I have chronic pain from the dystonia caused by my young-onset Parkinson’s. That for me is the hardest part. I will always fight and never give up.