“People who know me know I’m strong, but I’m vulnerable.” — Catherine Deneuve
Oxford Dictionaries define vulnerability as: “The quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.”
Recently, I felt a level of extreme vulnerability that I don’t remember experiencing before. Potentially, this could be due to any of the following reasons:
- I lack confidence and strength now because I have Parkinson’s disease.
- I am old (although in my mind, I’m still 21).
- I am a woman living alone.
- A combination of the above.
Although, lately, I seem to blame everything on Parkinson’s — it’s a good scapegoat!
At 7:15 one recent morning, as I looked out my kitchen window, I saw an unmarked van backing into my driveway. A man I did not know got out of the vehicle and rang my doorbell. When I didn’t answer, he tried to enter. I froze as I stood in my hallway and stared at the front door, watching the doorknob moving. My pet bunny started to thump, and I knew I wasn’t going to get any help from bunny. I think he was more frightened than I was.
Luckily, since I live in a retirement community, around-the-clock security is available. I called security, and within five minutes, someone arrived and confronted the person outside my front door.
All is well
It turns out that some construction workers went to the wrong address and rang my doorbell by mistake.
Although I felt so vulnerable in this situation, I am thankful to live in a community where I am not alone.
“I do have a vulnerable side. I think a lot of people have a misperception of me. They only see the tough, defensive, aggressive side. But every woman is vulnerable.” — Rihanna
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